→ Bitter daysψ ♕

I'm totally lost in this trail of darkness.

Not knowing where to go,

afraid of entering the wrong path,

feels lost.

I need someone to guide me like a miracle.

The world is totally changing.

Everyone else in the family,

my friends, and even me.

There's just too much things to think about.

I aren't supposed to care so much.

On the other side, it hurts to see what's happening.

I really feel like hiding forever....

Been listening to a lot of emo songs these few days.

When will I be able to find the solution to solve all my problems?

The lost, emo me is really tired. The same things all over again.

I feel like apologizing to everybody. I've been a bad friend all these while...

I understand the fact that some of my friends are starting to hate me..

No, they don't show it infront me. But I can tell it from the way they look at me and talk to me.

I am sorry..

What's happening inside my family, is totally indescribable.

My indescribable sad, boring, stupid life..

I wanna start a new chapter.

But there's too much things stopping me to start a new chapter of my life.

I can't imagine what's gonna happen next.

It is gonna be the worst.

Now I realized that 2011 sucks more than 2010.

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